Braggin on my Savior!

I just need to take a moment and brag on my Heavenly Daddy... He has been moving some mountains for me!

Coming home this summer can easily be described as more of a difficult transition than moving to China. Most people when they hear that step back in surprise at my statement. But, I'm not one to not be honest! So, I give people often times unwanted honesty :) And with this statement, I usually follow with a list of how difficult things are/have been since returning home. Little do I praise Him for the mysterious road I'm walking, or the excitement of wondering how He'll show His provision for my daily needs, or how thrilling it can be to follow Him in darkness guided by His Light shining just one step at a time! No, I tend to focus on the negative and not the positive! But, He's made this known to me and He is re-shaping this in my heart! So, in light of the work of the Spirit, I want to just brag on my Daddy for a time because He's good, and if we're to brag we're to boast in His name.. amen?! Amen!

Back in April, I got accepted into Dallas Theological Seminary's program: Master of Arts in Biblical Counseling. Once I got accepted, I just knew that that was where I was headed. When I returned home however, my vision instantly clouded. I could no longer feel confidence that I was suppose to walk in this direction, though deep in my heart I desperately wanted too. So I continued to pray and explore my options, or as my parents call it "do my due diligence". Both my parents helped me research various programs and really encouraged me to check out different schools before confirming my acceptance to DTS. However, I felt I had to make a choice. I was either going to stay home and serve my family hoping to meet what needs I determined were needs. Or I was going to attend DTS. In my mind, I didn't really think there was another school I would want to go to. But, I visited other schools/programs and did more research. So the past few weeks since being home, I have been going crazy and stressing myself out over the question "what's next". But, God knew all along... if only I were to just be calm! But I've realized in these few weeks that I have a natural tendency to really worry about people and situations. I lack a lot of trust in the area of "plans" for life. And this is also something He's teaching me in!

So as I was lost in the questions and research, He stayed consistent. Back in April, I contacted a Christian Crisis Pregnancy Clinic about a potential job position. The lady kindly replied check back in August when you are looking to move out here. Our Father reminded me of this opportunity one afternoon about two weeks ago, and so I ran to my computer and e-mailed the lady for the second time inquiring about a position now! She immediately responded saying yes, they were looking for new employees. My heart began to pitter-patter around in my chest- oh Lord, please open this door! It would be an incredible opportunity! So after several days of e-mail correspondence, I had sent my resume in and was interviewed. Two days later, the Father blessed my socks off when I received the news that I was officially being offered the position! The position is called a Pregnancy Crisis Coach. I will be working primarily via computer and phone communicating with women and couples inquiring about their options now that they are pregnant. Many will call to ask about abortions, and that is where ministry comes into play. I get the privilege of sharing with these women, the love and hope that He has given me! Um, wait just a minute.. did you hear that?! He has given me a job with perfect hours for being a student, and perfect pay to cover my expenses... AND bonus- it's a position that is peer counseling giving me firsthand experience in the field I'm going to school for! NOT TO MENTION ITS A MINISTRY WHERE I GET TO BE USED TO SHARE HIS HOPE AND LOVE WITH BROKEN AND HURT WOMEN!!!! YAY! My Savior is GOOD GOOD GOOD GOOD!

In His perfect timing, He made it abundantly clear where I'm to move, what I'm to do in ministry this year, and even opened up an awesome opportunity to live with one of my teammates from China! I feel blessed. My Savior loves me more than anyone else has, does or will. And He wants to see His beloved children dream bigger than the mountains set before us! And then He wants to rock us with His love and power as we watch in awe as He perfectly demolishes each mountain to give us more beautiful dreams than we're willing to ask for! I'm thankful for this today. I'm thankful for the way He has provided and continues to provide for me each and every day! I love Him. He loves me. I hope you find your love in Him today as well!

Keep your eyes ever fixed on Jesus face! The world always pales in comparison!

Prayers for you all!